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Nov. 21st, 2024 10:08 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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so ive changed a lot these past 3 weeks when i wasnt online. im more tired than ever. decrepid like they wanted to. the only one in the entire world that visits me is my mom. shell come tomorrow if im lucky. the world is an adventure. i dont even know what will happen the next moment from now. i dont live in the moment because thats nihilistic. i dont believe in following your heart. because hearts are chaotic. if you follow just who you like and sleep around... youre nihilistic. i am a taurus so i think with my throat. but saying "follow your throat"? people would just laugh in my face. but im not in IRL anymore im pure cyberpunk. check out this song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=udOSsEXaUxE ive been listening to it for about 50 hours or something. i dont say you have to listen to it. you have to find your own voice. your own frequency. and i shift a lot. anyway, fell asleep. a new day dawned. it snowed yesterday. not a lot. i dont actually need to eat drink take pills or injections anymore. i am at gas frequency. so i dont actually poo or pee anymore, just emanate disgusting stenchs from the extreme junkfood they fool me into. my heart is hurting. my fire heart. in the centre. my heart chakra. they have almost completely destroyed my life chakra. so now theyre working on another one. i dont look forward to the future. come to tornet norsborg if you want to. they didnt actually destroy my sacral chakra. they just turned it off while i was asleep. i dont dream anymore. i gets better. and it gets worse. at the same time. i cant actually use tigerbalm to heal myself because then my wifi doesnt work? how are you ever gonna make any sense of the world? i miss the truther community. the only one left was minds.com, i commented on one info wars news thingie and then they just stopped updating? what world is this? no vaccines arent worse than drinking alcohol. go straight edge if its the last thing you do. even if you do your whole body is inundated with alcohol. will mirror this in places however many im able to before my body and or mind or computer breaks down. be yourself, find yourself, then your dreams to naturally.
so ive changed a lot these past 3 weeks when i wasnt online. im more tired than ever. decrepid like they wanted to. the only one in the entire world that visits me is my mom. shell come tomorrow if im lucky. the world is an adventure. i dont even know what will happen the next moment from now. i dont live in the moment because thats nihilistic. i dont believe in following your heart. because hearts are chaotic. if you follow just who you like and sleep around... youre nihilistic. i am a taurus so i think with my throat. but saying "follow your throat"? people would just laugh in my face. but im not in IRL anymore im pure cyberpunk. check out this song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=udOSsEXaUxE ive been listening to it for about 50 hours or something. i dont say you have to listen to it. you have to find your own voice. your own frequency. and i shift a lot. anyway, fell asleep. a new day dawned. it snowed yesterday. not a lot. i dont actually need to eat drink take pills or injections anymore. i am at gas frequency. so i dont actually poo or pee anymore, just emanate disgusting stenchs from the extreme junkfood they fool me into. my heart is hurting. my fire heart. in the centre. my heart chakra. they have almost completely destroyed my life chakra. so now theyre working on another one. i dont look forward to the future. come to tornet norsborg if you want to. they didnt actually destroy my sacral chakra. they just turned it off while i was asleep. i dont dream anymore. i gets better. and it gets worse. at the same time. i cant actually use tigerbalm to heal myself because then my wifi doesnt work? how are you ever gonna make any sense of the world? i miss the truther community. the only one left was minds.com, i commented on one info wars news thingie and then they just stopped updating? what world is this? no vaccines arent worse than drinking alcohol. go straight edge if its the last thing you do. even if you do your whole body is inundated with alcohol. will mirror this in places however many im able to before my body and or mind or computer breaks down. be yourself, find yourself, then your dreams to naturally.